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Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green & David Levithan

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Well, what a book. Lots to talk about. Will Grayson, Will Grayson is about two teenage boys both named Will Grayson – they aren’t related, don’t live in the same town, and don’t know that the other exists until they meet one fateful night at an “adult video” shop in Chicago. The book is about their lives and the results of their meeting.

So, for clarification’s sake, let’s sort them out, kay?

  • The Will Grayson written by John Green is a straight teen whose best friend is a larger-than-life, fabulously gay teen named Tiny Cooper, and this Will is pretty normal although he kind of tries to hide from life – we’ll refer to him as Cool WG.
  • The Will Grayson written by David Levithan is a still-in-the-closet gay teen that acts all emo and depressed and is a jerk to everyone except his internet boyfriend, Isaac – we’ll refer to him as Lame WG.  

Got all that?

Basically both Will Graysons are going through different issues in their life, and Tiny Cooper is the grace that saves them all. Tiny is GREAT – he’s fun, incredibly sweet, passionate, and huge – like over 6 feet tall and just enormous. Tiny is also writing a play about himself, called Tiny Dancer, that ends up being a pretty big plot point later. In a lot of ways, this book is more about Tiny than either of the WG’s.

I did really enjoy this book – the wit and humor of the two WG’s, the themes of love and acceptance and stuff. It was entertaining, and I read it in less than 24 hours. The writing is a bit pretentious sometimes, but at least it kept it from being boring.

I liked Cool WG a lot more than Lame WG, obviously. He’s kind of trying to live in the background of life, which is easy because he’s friends with Tiny. He starts to have a crush on a girl but fights it so much, which was annoying for a bit. But I liked how close he was with Tiny and how he usually stood up for him, and I liked that him and Jane (his crush) talk about the Schrödinger’s cat experiment, which sounds completely random but I loved that it was in there because of my recent fondness for reading about quantum physics. Also, this Will’s chapters are where you get to see the most of Tiny, and since he was my favorite character it makes sense that I just automatically liked these chapters more.

I get a little stabby when I think about Lame WG. He annoyed the bejeezus out of me. Not because he’s gay, but because he’s an asshole who blames everything on his clinical depression. I guess I’m just sick of YA books including some kid who’s depressed. YOU DON’T HAVE DEPRESSION, YOU’RE A GODDAMN TEENAGER WHO IS HAVING A HARDER TIME THAN NORMAL HANDLING BEING A TEENAGER. (I don’t believe in diagnosing minors with any sort of mental depression/disorder, and I REALLY don’t believe in putting them on medications for it, because how the hell are they supposed to learn how to cope if they don’t just work through whatever they’re feeling? We’re raising a whole generation of kids who will not be able to function as adults because they spent their childhood years drugged up instead of learning how to handle their emotions and actions. End rant.) Anyways, Lame WG was annoying. Not that he wasn’t mildly amusing when he said funny things (“you know how sometimes you see a really sexy baby?”), but he was just frustrating. I definitely wanted to smack him about a hundred times.  On a good note though, thanks to Tiny’s help he eventually rises above his own drama and becomes less irritating.

A couple of other things…

  • Why is it that teens in these uber-popular YA books lately go apeshit for local underground indie music? I’m so sick of that… for once I’d like to see characters just like these, but who are into classical or rap or country or anything other than indie-punk. The percentage of teens who know about and actively seek out local underground music is low, I promise.
  • I think I’ll try another John Green book. This is the first thing I’ve read by him, and Cool WG & Tiny Cooper were good characters.
  • I am never reading another David Levithan book. The only good thing I’ve read by him is Dash & Lily’s Book of Dares, in which he writes the part of Dash. But everything else I’ve read by him involves annoying, emo characters and I’m-trying-too-hard writing, and just UGH. I’m done with him.
  • I loved that both WG’s mentioned Austen-related books and movies. MORE BOYS SHOULD READ JANE AUSTEN.
  • I loved the theme of homosexuality and acceptance, but more than anything this book was about one awesome person, and how much one person can make a big difference in the lives of others.

So, it was a good book, even though I hated Lame WG. It made me laugh out loud several times, so I definitely recommend it, and it was a good readathon pick! I’m glad I bought it.

 

Sarah Says: 4 stars

~Sarah

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Norwegian Wood Readalong: THE END!

 

Ding dong, the Witch is dead, the Witch is dead, the Witch is dead

Ding dong, the Wicked Witch is DEAD!!!!

That is the kind of joy I have in being done with this book. And Naoko finally, FINALLY going away.

So, the last 60 pages went by fast. Toru makes another visit to the crazy farm, and him & Naoko have a weird discussion about how Toru & Kizuki had similiar “tastes”, and come ON, it’s just gross and disrespectful to talk about sex stuff with your dead best friend’s girl. Then Toru decides kind of out of nowhere that he’s going to finally move on – he moves out of the dorms into his own little place, builds some shelves, feeds some cats, gets a job, starts cooking for himself, etc. Except that he kind of expects Naoko to come and join him on his mission to be All Grown Up, and dude he crashes HARD just when he hears that she’s worse than her usual depressing self.

In the meantime, Midori is being all kinds of awesome. They hang out and he treats her kind of like a jerk cause his head is all wrapped up in Naoko-So-Sad, and she totally makes him pay for it. Which I LOVED, cause in general women let men get away with crap way too easily. He keeps trying to apologize to her and begs for her attention, and then comes my favorite little part of the whole book:

Toru: “When am I going to be able to talk to you? I want you to tell me that much, at least.”

Midori: “When I feel like talking to you.”

You go, Midori! And then she continues to ignore his sorry ass for two months. LOVE IT. And then they finally hang out again and she vomits her “I’m so in love with you”s all over him, and we find out she finally dumped that loser boyfriend of hers. Yay! And then they agree to wait until he “figures things out with Naoko”. Which basically means let’s wait till she finally kills herself, which she then finally does, pleasing me immensely but then Toru spirals and just leaves and turns into a traveling hobo for a while, which sucks.

So THEN he comes back and Reiko gets her sorry ass out of the sanitorium, and then they get their groove on. Seriously? Does Toru really need to get down and dirty with just about every girl he sees? And then right after she leaves, he calls Midori and it seems like they’re going to start to attempt really dating… except the last line of the WHOLE STUPID BOOK is something about him calling out to her from no place, and what the hell does that mean? I’m assuming he eventually recovers from whatever craziness that was, cause he’s adult Toru in the book, but now I’ll never know for sure if he got his act together and ended up happily ever after with Midori.

If Murakami had written a REAL ending, it probably would have ended with Toru somehow disappointing Midori and hurting her feelings so bad that she offs herself… so Murakami gave us the only not-depressing ending he could think of, which was NO ending. You suck, Murakami.

So, this is basically what I have gathered from this book…

  • Murakami digs ears in a weird way.
  • Japan is chock full of people killing themselves. More often than not for no reason at all. It’s just a natural passtime.
  • DEPRESSION. DEATH. SUICIDE.CRYING. EMPTINESS. TURMOIL. ANGST. Bella from Twilight has NOTHING on this book in the realm of teenage angsty-ness.
  • Murakami seems to take immense pleasure in giving his main protagonist handys from every girl he runs in to.
  • Murakami thinks all women are crazy, PMS-ing, and absolutely unable to survive without their choice love interest.
  • There is no such thing as a happy ending. Ever.

So… this book wasn’t my favorite. Obviously. It was a huge big old ball of suck. However, I DID thoroughly enjoy ranting and complaining about it with all of you! And thanks and kudos to Alice for putting this here readalong together!

~Sarah

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Shopgirl by Steve Martin

I feel like I’m missing something.

Shopgirl is about Mirabelle, a young woman in her twenties who works the glove counter at Neiman’s in L.A. She’s bored, struggling financially, and has what seems like a drastic case of depression. Always wishing for company and for someone to hold her, she attracts the attention of a lazy guy named Jeremy and a womanizing millionaire from Seattle named Ray Porter.

I felt kind of bored with this book… I’m not sure what it is. I didn’t really care for any of the characters. I have a hard time relating to characters with depression in books – it always comes off as whiny and emo and makes me want to slap them out of their funk. And obviously I had issues with both of the men that were attracted to her.

I think another reason I was kind of bored was Steve Martin’s writing here. I really enjoyed his book The Pleasure of My Company – it was fresh and interesting and witty. But in Shopgirl, it’s almost like I could tell how aware he was of his writing style – it all sounded too clinical and distant. The  blatant sexual references seemed like they were just there to kind of shock and awe.  Maybe it’s just me, but I missed Steve Martin’s quirkiness and sharp wit here – the whole thing was overall kind of bland and dark. Weirdly, the only parts of the book I really liked was when Mirabelle mentioned exactly how much she could afford to spend on lunch, or parking. I have that same sense of frugalness when I’m getting my lunch at work sometimes.

Overall, I didn’t really like this one. But I will probably try another Steve Martin book because I liked the other one I read, so I feel like I need a tie-breaker.

Sarah Says: 2 stars

 

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